Why just a moment with God? Why not a life time?
In fact, we have eternity in Him and with Him. Yet as humans…for most of us the attuning to this understanding takes us a lifetime.
(I used the word Him, but at my core belief it’s not ‘him nor her’, IT just IS; IT is a part of me and IAM a part of IT)
I’ve had several very memorable and real ‘spiritual’ experiences of proof of heaven; yet heaven to me has never been this out-worldly place. At the same time (to me) it has been a ‘place’ for lack of a better word as real as this earth plane is to me as a human, yet I can not pin point where this place is. At the deepest of my core (could be my soul) that I have a knowing that it is in that ‘place’ that I am whole.
Back in 2006 I had exhausted myself with work all day and hurried to a meeting at 7pm- the last agenda on my calendar; I lacked rest and had not eaten all day which probably was the reason why I fainted right before the meeting started. According to those who witnessed the event – I collapsed as if I had left the body and it just slumped forward crashing to the floor and had stopped breathing, I was unconscious for over 15 minutes when I woke up to paramedics over my body.
It was in those 15 minutes that I had the most exalting encounter.
I was in a space of Love… all was Love, Love was in me and I was with It.
I was in this space instantly… no tunnel, no traveling. I was just there, as if I had been there all of eternity.
There was bright warm white light everywhere, yet I could see no one but I knew I was one with all.
I knew also that I was in the presence of a Magnificent Being (God, Universe, the Almighty- call it what you may)… who was speaking with me, not words as we speak here on this earth plane.
The words were resounding not in my ears… but in my being. All the while Love permeated everywhere. Love that can not be described with human terms.
I was not in a body… I was light, I was part of this Love. I could sense my uniqueness, but more deeply I could sense my “completeness” as part of this great Love. I was Whole.
Angels were everywhere and no-where. I don’t recall ‘seeing’ them, I just knew they were there. Their song a constant intoxication in my being.
Euphoria, is how I best can describe the state I was in. some may call it Bliss. I say, Pure Euphoria.
…and as if a veil far distant had not fully sealed I heard my name in the sound of Trumpets: Daisy,Daisy, Daisy.
My soul cried. A pain so deep, I was being torn away from this Love.
…and in the deepest part of my soul I understood God’s message: “You are loved. Your work is not done”.
…and I cried and pleaded with God, “why do they call me? do they not see my Joy?”
Like being born again, I felt the sharp pain of feeling air in my lungs. I looked around and saw unfamiliar and familiar faces looking down at me. The office chairs had been pushed to the wall and I laid on the floor trying to understand what happened. Shortly I saw a glow enter the room, it was George… like a hero coming to rescue me.
On my drive back home I shared with George this amazing experience, but his worry was too intense to appreciate what I was saying.
Slowly, as every earth day goes by, I have come to understand that God is a personal journey within, God is ever present. It’s the battle of the mind that brings struggle to the heart.
…and the knowing was that moment with God that has served as a reminder that Love IS ALL.
we are loved
Love Is.
We Love
We Become Love
Love IS ALL.
(knowing what I know now is a relief from the pain of the confines of being human)
Daisy Says: Awaken my friends, your Love is what brings Light into this world.
(Choir of Angels Singing)
